Anything

I would give anything to get rid of this eating disorder.
Ironically enough, I can seem to give up food.

Today was a bad day. I binged big time. I purged too.

I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like this shouldn't be as hard as it is.
I'm disappointed in myself for failing over, and over again.

I'm scared that one day I'm going to wake up and not recognize myself in the mirror. It's already starting.

I really have no idea where to turn, and I can't seem to find any silver linings.